Rainbow

Dream

Dear Ray, the only light shining on my life,

Last night was the night when I arise from a dream of you.
Oh, how am I supposed to tell you how the memories suddenly followed. It's been forever since I could remember how I miss the touch of your shine and the warmness of your light.
Even though it brought a smile into the hole inside my heart, should I need to thank to you for coming into my dream?
There's no wonder if you're not able to read this letter. These words of my mind, the sound of my soul, will only spread as the sound of cosmic and be a part of the empty space of ether.
As you are shining on the earth and reaching the land of cold, the happiness you bring will be back to you, to your own life. That is all I wish, my dear ray.

With love,
Rain

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Dear Rain, the only reason I believe in rain,

It's beyond the creation of the worlds, my dear, the time that I have been through waiting for you.
Oh the memories!
Enjoying every drop and every sound of yours falling from the skies. Singing your name in every days and nights of my life and my dreams. Sometimes full of trust but sometimes full of desperation. But you were gone.
For once, my dear, I have the courage to enter into your dream. Please don't take the blame on me.
Years and years of patience, waiting for your coming and your smile. That is all I wish, my cold little raindrops.

Yours,
Ray

The Balance

Dear Ray, my only light of desire,

You, the greatest source of light, the only light the earth praise. You bring thousands smile with your light. You bring countless joy and the happiness to all the living things with your shine and warmness.
What am I to stand beside you?
I am nothing to your glory. I am the source of disaster.
What am I worth to get your love?
I bring nothing but a sorrow to all the living things on earth. My tears are flood and drown. My thunder and lighting are deafen. My storms are nothing but demolition. The earth that I love, the green that I shower, none of them could be protected from the disaster I create.
I am the disaster.
I am the bad, my ray, what am I to stand beside you?

With love,
Rain

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Dear Rain, my dear rain,

What is good and what is bad?
Without you, my dear, none of the living things on earth would praise me. Without you, my love, none of any power could supervise me. Yes, my precious, none of this world, not even me, but you have the power to decrease my light, my shine, my warm, and my fire.
I am, my dear, the wildest source of light for the earth and all the living things. I shower them warmness yet burn them with fire. I give them light yet get them blind.
The wildest, my dear, I am the wildest light the living things could get. I am the wildest that only you, only you my rain, your pure cold tears, have the power to quell the fire I create. Only you, your whistle wind, have the power to blow the heat I create. Only you, your dark gloomy cloud, have the power to shade the blind I create. None of the earth, but you could take a hand over my ego and anger.
Stay with me, my dear rain, balance me, the living things, and the earth, your beloved earth. Stay with me, my little raindrops...

Forever yours,
Ray

Love?

Dear Ray, my only light in the dark.

Isn't love is unbelievable? The way it comes is unpredictable, turns our mind into indescribable. Sometimes it's desirable but sometimes miserable.
Or could this be only me to have this puzzle in my mind?

With all my love,
Rain

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Dear Rain, my only source of happiness.

Have I ever told you the similarity between dream, achievement, and you? Dream is my only reason to life. To achieve it is the purpose of my life. And you, my dear, are the only dream I ever have.

Eternally yours,
Ray

Colors

Dear Ray, the only warmness I could feel,

Remember the time, the magical time, of our talk over colors?
White was the one I chose to represent you. But it was the one you denied. As yellow, was the only one you chose for you, your light and your shine.
Yet the memory comes and bothering me. Why couldn't white represent you? Aren't all colors will always be blended into white by you? Even though yellow is the only color others seen of you.
In every sounds of my raindrops I wish you to let me think that white will always be the one I see from you.
In every shine and warm of you that reach people's heart, I pray the warm and the shine may always in your light.

With all my love,
Rain

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Dear Rain, my pure sparkle rain,

If I'm willing to grant your wish, would you draw what you've prayed for me? The warm, my dear, will never lead me to happiness. It's you, the cold drop that quench my thirst, my fire.
White, my dear, was the only color I start to believe in only one reason. White, as pure and plain as you. White, it's the cloud where you rest your tears, where I sink out of my light; our place. How can I deny white? How can I deny you?
In every tears of you that showers people's heart, I pray the purity may always in your tears.

Eternally yours,
Ray

Rainbow

Dear Ray, the warmness of my love,

Your tender beautiful writing to keep me stay beside you has bring me into a valley of hesitance. Your words has throb my heart for both joy and fear. None of the greatness could be compared to such wonderful dream of me standing beside you and staring on the earth. Together we share our bliss to all the living things on our green beloved earth. Oh how it seems right when everything is on our side.
Yet dream is nothing but a dream, my love. Destiny runs on our entity. We were created to be disparate. To stand beside you, means that I had to destruct you. That would be the last thing I could ever imagine.
With all my tears to stand beside you, means that I had to wipe out all your glorious shine, and that is the last thing I could ever do to you.
Oh how I wonder, when will come the day that I could leave away this valley of hesitance, the valley of destiny laying between your love and mine.

With all my love,
Rain

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Dear Rain, my wonderful pure rain, the quench of my thirst,

None of the universe would ever understand what destiny is but the destiny itself. None of the universe. my dear, would ever understand what are they destined to.
Not even us.
Were we created to be a loathe or to be a lover? Were we created to be separated or to be connected?
If we were created to be a part, my dear, why did love grow in our heart? Or it is purely a lie that we were set in the same sky?
Yet I believe, my love, that destiny is on our side.
Does it a sorrow, my dear, that will come when I arise upon your tears? Does it a decease, my dear, that will come when every part of my light fused into your tears?
Or....
Could it be a rainbow?

Eternally yours,
Ray





Surabaya, Febuari 2015